1 word can change everything

haiz..... i knew when i join elken.... my mom would go total balistic on me..... i tot i was prepared for it... but i wasn't.... everytime talk to her bout it, confidence sure shot down de... sien..... but the thing is... i nid to keep on thinking on my goal and NOT let others influence me... i kept hoping to get a 4-digit payment... to ease my mom's pain... to ease my own pain.... i dun wan to see her stuck in a suffering life... her age by now shud be happy and relaxing... she shud hv enjoy the world, shop till u drop, chat up with frens and just relax.... but heck, she just keep herself busy struggling to find $$ for us.... my brother cant support much bcz he got his own family on the way. my sis, haiz.... low salary dun expect much.... that is why i join elken... i saw the potential.... i saw the BIG picture... if i really struggle hard enough to acomplish that goal.... my mom's struggling and suffering would end. she would finally be happy for once... finally get to see the outside world. but now, all she do say is "dun think too much about it! FOCUS UR STUDY!!! DUN HOPE FOR IT...." all she say is negative words... it hurts... it really does... for a mom not hving confidence in me able to achieve smth..... but who cares... i will still go on.... to struggle... cause my mind has already been prepared to face this things.... i have been warn that the ppl i know will shut me down but is up to me to come out from my box and talk to other ppl in the world.... rite now, i will accept almost everything or everyone to give them a chance in making their own multi-$$$ business~