its been long

wao.... it's been really long since i last posted... and boy am i sure i have miss out a lot... anyway. short summary about the missing pieces. still studying in KLT, failed 1 semester but still able to continue studying (i hope). currently taking special semester. rite now, i am crashing at my fren's crib. his name is baby ==.... we call him tat cause he is used to it. anyhoo, 1 of my reason for sudden come back is this. my fren TMC gave me an idea about "diary". u see, i still miss tat special gal. i might hv liked other gal but then i realise, i could never like another gal unless i move on. that's when it hit me, i am still in love with the gal from the very 1st beginning. anyway, he inspired me to write a "diary" everyday about her. whenever u're thinking about her, miss her, or hv ideas or some sort. write it down in a diary form and give it to her. well tat's what i am going to do. next week i will be going back home for CNY. and hopefully, i can meet the gal. but she is always "busy". i aint sure if she's avoiding me or smth but i hv that feeling that she does. but then again, she send me a text the other day saying, "din forget you la :) impossible de la :) night...". i was complete utter shock and i am embarrass to say, i nearly fell in tears after seeing tat. you have no idea how much it touched me when i saw that text... it was totally out of this world. anyway, it's getting late. panda eyes are coming. i wanna go and hit the hay.