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Brain lagging

so long no blog liaw.... dunno wat to do or wat to say.... all that i know is tat today Chung Hua announce school close for 1 week because of h1n1.... aduh.... sad le.... but then holiday 1 week happe le..... anyways..... recently I've been playing facebook. FREAKING LOVE IT. Especially RC (restaurant city). Addicted to it..... and dam it.... trial 1 is coming and still play play play..... shit lor.... at least now got a bit of effort in studying bio, doing math question, "learning" add math, polishing up on physic and chemistry and lastly.... cursing freaking teachers that dunno how to teach nor answer any of my question. Haiz....... Stop here now.... wont be blogging for another long long while.....

My head hurts

Today was kinda thrilling and exciting and scary at the same time. At class, my head got injured by a rusty metal tiang. The window thingy was on top my head and when I got up.... BOOM... GG.com. At 1st I tot I was soi kena hit by tiang. The pain was painful of course but I was oso laughing cause every1 was laughing at me. Then after a while, the pain was still there. It didn't go away like it used to. So, I lift my hand and touch the bump. Guess wat? Blood..... I was so shock but I dun wan make a scene. So I quickly rub off the blood on my school pants. I quickly ask for tissues. But then my fren so gek bo saw the blood and was overly dramatically making a big scene as if I was dieing ==. My frens were all shaken by this accident and force me to go see the principal for the medial thingys. I was fine that time cause when I got my tissue and rub off some blood on my head, it was onli a few drops. So then I recall back wat syptoms would show the head got cut and blood flow and etc etc.... I wasn't feeling anything dizzy, I was calm, my heartbeat rate is normal and most important thing. My blood didnt flow like river from my head to face. I quickly called my mom and ask her to send me to the clinic a.s.a.p. She tot I was in deep shit and was freaking terrified until she finally saw me and the wound. Is like a small puncture skin. At Dr.Chiew, we waited for 1 hour and a half before it was my turn ==. The doctor examined it and nothing serious. Then he inject me with a vascine and then gimme a bottle of red water thingy to wash my head. I was relief to not hear any stitches at all. I was terrified of the pain and the image of having a small bald head. So after the medical thingy, after paying rm 32 for the medical thingy, I went to eat breakfast with my mom. Then go back home lor. Here I am, blogging about this morning. The whole morning time, every1 was in panic and shock and fear and many many many more. Onli me calm calm as if nothing happen. They keep scolding me because it's rusty metal and something about kancing gigi and watever craps la. In the end, onli an injection ==. I was relief and happy and oso scared. So phew...... now off to bed!

I'm Sorry

woo hoo!! Finally got the photos from the beach party but I will not upload today. Will upload another tim cause now I'm on 2nd com..... the wanna die wanna die de com. I will upload it a.s.a.p. Today, sad day? I tot Bm 3 period would be boring. But something miracle happen. Teacher no come le!!! I was so freaking happy until our form teacher came to our class. She say teacher not in today. I was happy. Then she said teacher wont be in for 2 weeks. I was even happier. Then she said the reason. I totally shut down...... My Bm teacher miscarriage..... I was so freaking shock and felt guilty. Aduh..... why so soi de..... anyways..... erm.... dunno wat to blog liaw. bye bye!!

Beach Party Dudes!!

Woo!!! The whole canceling about the party thing? Turns out I still go for it. Woo today at Tanjung Beach dam dam dam shuang!!! Aneh very song!! My frens (most of them) were there to make it a blast. Even Yee Wen went! Unbelievable yes? Anyways, we all went go play water and fly kites and make out (wtf?!) and oso eat and drink. I really enjoyed it very very very well. Best part is.... my frens were there to really spice up everything even thou when I dun hv the mood to throw this party. Too bad it rain a little but who cares! That doesn't stop us from playing in the water. I even took some photos from Lih Kiong & Yi Fen de cameras. I will try to upload asap. Man... I miss tanjung and my frens oledi. Thank you all for helping me spice up the party. I love you all very much and I will always cherish and remember this moment for the rest of my life. Thank You All!!!!

Party Pooper

Haiz..... cancel the whole idea of having a party.... suppose I wan put on friday but then too rushing and I am so not prepared and oso not enuf ppl wanna go..... so I'll just hide away at home.... a cold tall glass of pepsi, some bowls of ice cream, a tin of pringles, some cookies and a dam good movie in the living room, curtains close to darken the room, AC on as long I wished and a warm blanket at my feet with my squirrel beside me. That shud be how my birthday is la..... sound sad but actually quite enjoyable..... oh crap... who the f* I'm bullshitting.... haiz.... of course sad la!!! I was so looking forward for the party but then things just never never never ever go my way at all..... Haiz.... screw this thing. So now wat I wanna do b4 I totally change over is watch the fast the furious 4 and oso hv an apple I-pod (RM 600+). Haiz..... other than those would be a new haircut that is stylish and suits me, a new wardrobe change that would really look as if I'm changed and oso my attitude change. That is wat I want most!! An attitude adjustment. From lazy to hardworking..... from stupid to smart...... from ham zhai to erm... hia gong? -0-..... U get the picture... oh well.... Till then, I repeat. NO MORE PARTY THIS FRIDAY!! DUN CINCAI GO TANJUNG AND SAY IS ME ASK U GO!!! goodnite....

Bring on the party

Haiz.... dunno wat to do for my birthday and my frens all keep bug me bout it ==. I can't open a party at my house cause mom wont let. So I was thinking of BBQ but then I dunno how to BBQ at all. So in the end I decide to host a beach party. Shud be ok gua..... I've calculated de budget and approximately is around RM200 for the foods onli ==. Oh crap..... I really hate spending money. (I hv my reasons for that) So I guess I have to put on my bullshit face and my bullshitting voice and my very very very best bullshitting techniques to lie my $$$ out of the son of a bitch. Haiz..... I really hate to do this crap but I've no choice. I was thinking of bullshitting RM1000 ==. But that will happen onli when the sky is falling. At most oso he give is rm 300 or less. Haiz.... that shud do la. $$$ is not my biggest problem, but date and number is. I dunno which date I shud held the beach party and oso how many ppl are invited to go. So far is 29 ppl ==. Haiz.... I hv trouble finding a date because some of the 29 ppl are not free and I really du lan if few of my frens showed up. Every1 is important to me and I mean EVERYONE!!! (I'm onli refering to frens) Anyways.... why April? Onli got 1 holiday date which is this coming Friday a.k.a Good Friday. At 1st, I wanna put this friday but some ladies are not available that day. So I need to change it to somewhere between 2nd and 3rd week. Haiz.... btw, today I bought my very 1st contact lens. FREAKING HARD TO USE!!! Damn... I'm such a noob. Well, 1 item down on my list. Few more to go. After completing the list, you all will see me as a new person in a better and more "hardworking" way. Spm is nearing and judgement day too. So I better complete the list fast and finally turn to some1 u all never expect.

Time for change

I think I've awaken from my long long long long deep sleep........ That day friday, March 27 or 28. I go out lim teh with my old neighbour and my sister. We lim teh at King Wood there. The food was WAO..... cheap too. Anyways, me and my sis drove Victoria (my X-neighbour) back home. We also visit their a home a while because me and my sister drank too much. Anyways, her mom hvnt sleep yet so we chatted a while about academic thingy. Then Victoria's dad came back from his meeting and chatted along with us. He was such an interesting, experience, talented man. I think he is my new idol now. You know why? He told us about his childhood and how he became a Ph.D holder. When he was younger, he always help his family to plant vegies at the garden. Last time they were really poor and live in a hard life. He swored not to ever again come back to that life. So he went for studies and etc. After his form 5, he work at a goverment place for $$$. His frens however are rich ass so they went off for further studies. Victoria's dad counted and plan out his lifespan and said, " I retired at age 55 and now I'm onli 20. I still have 35 years of working and I dun wan to work for 35 years." So he continue his studies at Kuching. That's where he met Vic's mom. Anyways, he continue on and finally he have his Ph.D holder. He came back to Miri and guess wat? Many companies were fighting for him. Back then, Ph.D is like a diamond, rare and valueable. After graduation, he work with Shell. His frens (who studied 1st and graduate 1st) were his boss. After 2 years of service, Vic's dad were his fren's boss. He advice us not to race against time to work. Just keep studying. After finish study, come out to work must have a good attitude. Dun be so grumpy or shy or paiseh. Must be brave and cooperative. With these techniques u will slowly climb the ladder of success. He said many many many many many logical and meaningful tips for life and many other things. I was like so WAO.... speechless..... Then he said," if u still think everything is still very hard and u're lost. Ask urself this question every night, What I have accomplish today? Then ask urself this question every morning, What I wanna accomplish today? Keep asking these 2 question everyday when u wake up and before go to sleep." That 2 question kinda woke me up from my sleep. The whole advice from him I will always remember. Starting tomolo, I will keep asking myself that 2 question. Oh btw, to those whoever wanna become engineers someday. DUN GO TO CURTIN FOR ENGINEERING!! Anyways, I hope this blog will help for those who are lost or troubled with SPM. For more details, contact my hp or msn. Now I will strain every vein, every sweat, every tear in me to study hard for my blardy bachelor degree in engineering and look for a Rm3000-Rm 9000 salary engineering job!

Life sucks

A new poem gua? I wrote it this morning when I was thinking of my life sucks a lot. Pls keep an OPEN mind.

The darkness is rising and a storm is brewing,
The clouds start to form and rains starts to fall.
I'm standing on the ground looking at the sky,
Letting the rain fall down on my face,
Dripping slowly over my cheeks,
Washing away the tears I've made.
I let out a loud yell to heavens
But I don't hear a sound.
The thunders had drown out my voice.
I felt heavier and sober than ever before.

I lay back on the ground still facing the sky,
Wondering why the world is filled with so many problems?
Everywhere I turn, I saw people suffering.
Fighting with parents to survive, or
Quarreling with teachers to succeed,
Stabbing friends in the back to have glory, or
Betraying each other just to live.
Nobody see the war we face everyday,
Nobody cares who we are today.

Why some parents are such bitches? And
Why some people are such retards?
Is there any fairness in the world?
Is there any justice or peace?

Life is so unfair....
Life is so cruel...
Life is so meaningless...
But with LG...
Life is GOOD.

Lol? Gek dao ma last part?? Actually the real deal is dun have the last 2 sentence. Onli ends at life is so meaningless but I was so upset that time so I try to cheer myself up and it did!! I dun like feeling so depress or sorrow. That's not me. I'm suppose to be hyper and the most funny person. I dun wan to be gloomy or down.....If I did, then the whole class or every1 around me is also gloomy or down. Life still sucks thou.

Not Screwed Man!!!

Woo Hoo!!! I get back more test papers and so far I onli fail 2 sub!! I was quite pissed bout my English and Est... Est damn hard score A1 and English my class is like haiz..... those who never fail English b4.....Today.....they all fail! I'm not one of them! Thank God. Anyways.... My lowest mark for English in my entire schooling life is about 70 plus gua.... Never and Never less than 70. But this time, that impossible thing..... happened!!! Urgh.... Well.... What ever happens, they happen for a reason rite? I think fate is trying to tell me go for tuition ==. Well anyways.... my physic pass. The onli 2 sub I fail is Addmath & Sejarah. Oh I think Moral will be coming soon... That one oso fail la. So 3 subject fail and guess wat? Suppose this Saturday is the parents & teachers meeting. But luckily they changed it to smth about Agung coming to our school to talk craps and bullshits and etc. So we dun need any meetings. Woo Hoo!! Those who fail bm or 4 subjects are strongly recommended to go for the meeting or Dimerit 30 ==. Luckily I pass BM and fail 3 sub onli!! Woo Hoo.... So I'm not screwed big time!! 1st time, my mom is happy for my BM pass and oso 1st time no nid go school for the meeting craps. I feel so so so so so hai now.... WAHOOO!!!!! HALLALUYAH!!!